

random rambles// its almost 2018 !!
so you know when you meet amazing people who you end up loving and wonder how you could have ever lived without them and you feel like...


staircase
little by little i descend hating myself more with every step i am going down again, after i promised i wouldnt. my feet take me where i...


beyond
there is such a big world out there so many people to meet, places to travel a million doors waiting to be discovered and so so many...


ghosts of you
the shadows of you haunt me, all the rooms that we once laughed in the corners we confided in, the places we lost ourselves in. all of...


faded
a soft voice whispers in my ear, lift me out of my despair the most gentle hands hold me close, just help me numb the pain all i feel is...


random rambles// kinda poem, kinda not
im so lost why cant i love the person that i look at in the mirror? she looks so broken and confused, so alone and upset. she looks so...


chaos
all of the world is so chaotic. splashes of excitement, shouts, endless chattering paints our lives. im caught up in the whirl of faces....


best of me
a million thoughts rise, thousands of wrestling ideas. im tangled up, im upset, im terrified by my mediocrity; how can anyone love me?...


i see it
i see us getting married, decorating our first home together, cuddling during scary storms, watching movies on friday nights. i see us...


messy
so so so messy. that is me, in a word i suppose. from my room full of art supplies to my mind that never stops thinking, so messy. i am a...