chaos

all of the world is so chaotic.

splashes of excitement, shouts, endless chattering paints our lives.

im caught up in the whirl of faces. colors, emotions.

i am high on the noise, filling my ears with nonstop nothingness.

i cant think straight. i just need quiet. please be quiet.

but throughout all the chaos, i see one still monument.

one silent, loving, warm piece.

everyone is so busy rushing past things, but i am drawn in.

i am drawn in to you.

you hold fast to me as the crowds run by, as they trample out emotions.

you help me to my feet when people are too busy to notice im falling.

you hold me hand when i want the comfort, the touch.

you hug me against your beating heart when i think the world is all cold and unfeeling.

and i just know, i know that i am home. you are my home.

and when you kiss me, the world stops spinning.

all the lost pieces of the puzzle fit together again.

as your warm lips touch mine, i can feel again. i can breathe again.

all of the world is so chaotic, but

when i see your outstretched arms, i know there will be peace.

xx, seiji