hello

a thousand small, meaningless words form when i see you

i stutter, i mumble, i try...i try so hard to let you know how i feel.

im jumbled up inside, i swear the air must be thinner around you.

the minute i look at your face my mind freezes up.

the moment you hug me my face betrays my feelings.

the second you laugh my heart hurts from loving you.

i glance your way, i glance away.

i think about you endlessly, i wonder if you do the same.

its a bittersweet feeling...

wishing i wasnt so weak around you, wanting to be with you so badly.

i wade through a field of flowers, but they do nothing.

i smell the fresh scent, but it doesnt affect me.

i hear the wind waving through the air, but i do not care.

they have nothing on you.

my mind says "i love you"

but my voice just says "hello"...

and thats the way it always is.

xx, seiji