oh so tired
i am a blank canvas, i am an empty glass
without your love shining through me, reminding me im something, someone.
im empty, im alone, im tired.
tired of the way the sun stops shining without you.
tired of the way the moon wont glow.
tired of the stars being shy at twilight
tired of the waves ceasing.
im tired of the restlessness my heart feels without you
tired of the long, dreary thoughts
tired of the dead flowers curling around me
tired of the quiet noisiness of my mind
tired of the way the wind blows across my dull, tear-stained face
im tired of the way my eyes water up at the mention of your name
tired of my endless, unceasing ideas
tired of worrying about nothing
tired of my sadness crippling my creativity
tired of the way the world spins so. incredibly. slowly.
im tired of the air tasting stale when i wake up
tired of the way my sheets crumple up
tired of my spirits plummeting with every thought
tired of wondering about you and what you are doing
tired of walking without a purpose
im tired of everything
im tired of everything but your love
and i cant get enough of it
im oh so tired
xx, seiji